June 2013
Having one of those excruciating I-miss-zack sorta days :(
Stressed but happy and calm. Good vibes b
I don’t feel cute
I only feel cute these days. Never sexy or hot or beautiful, just cute. Meh.
I haven’t seen my best friend in 9 months omg what.
I’ve been running every day and it feels so good to accomplish little goals and push myself. I have made strides mentally in the past few months but this is the first time in a LONG time where I have taken strides with my body physically. I didn’t know i was capable of being so active in such a short amount of time after years of smoking and treating it like crap. Yesterday and this morning I ran a whole mile without stopping and improved my time by a full minute. It’s amazing that such a small change can make the biggest difference in my daily routine and happiness. I’m going to keep it up because I feel too good. My biggest goal is to improve my energy level and stop feeling tired all day.
Happy happy happy. I had been telling myself to “get your shit together, bitch” for basically my entire life but lately I haven’t had to. I’m on track for a happy and successful future and people have taken notice. Everything has been falling into place seamlessly the past few weeks and it is an amazing feeling. I didn’t really realize how much of a rut I fell into and I am OUT of it and ON TOP of my game and mental and physical health and I am so proud!
